I want to shave my head Want to tell my friends I'm dead Want to throw out all my meds Just want to feel okay And I want to be someone Want to do things just for fun Want to drop my shit and run Go somewhere far away I've been wandering for days Haven't slept, my brain's a maze Walking dead man tryna find my way Can you tell me what to feel right now? Can you tell me if it's real right now? I need something 'cause the pain won't fade away Won't fade away, won't fade away I'm standing on a ledge right now Getting closer to the edge right now And I'm screaming at myself, don't fade away Don't fade away, don't fade away, don't fadе away ♪ I want to pierce my lip Want you to know that I exist It's gеtting harder to admit That I don't have a grip And I need to get some rest I've been getting too obsessed With the many names for death And what's inside of it I've been wandering for days Haven't slept, my brain's a maze Walking dead man trya find my way Can you tell me what to feel right now? Can you tell me if it's real right now? I need something 'cause the pain won't fade away Won't fade away, won't fade away I'm standing on a ledge right now Getting closer to the edge right now And I'm screaming at myself, don't fade away Don't fade away, don't fade away, don't fade away ♪ Can you tell me what to feel right now? Can you tell me if it's real right now? I need something 'cause the pain won't fade away Won't fade away, won't fade away I'm standing on a ledge right now Getting closer to the edge right now And I'm screaming at myself, don't fade away Don't fade away, don't fade away Can you tell me what to feel right now? Can you tell me if it's real right now? I need something 'cause the pain won't fade away Won't fade away, won't fade away I'm standing on a ledge right now Getting closer to the edge right now And I'm screaming at myself, don't fade away Don't fade away, don't fade away, don't fade away