I said I keep you around to keep me honest,
Around to keep me clean.
Shining flourescent.
You said as long as you feel okay, as long as you're getting out of bed each day, as long as you're doing your best.
But what if this is not my best?
What if this is not my best?
I said you hold this in your hands.
It's the only place I can land.
I am a prop airplane.
You said as long as you show up on time, as long as they believe you're really smiling.
As long as your doing your best.
But what if this is not my best?
What if this is not my best?
What if I could do better?
You said I wanted just to hear your voice.
I said I wanted just to feel you up against me.
See baby I've forgotten.
You said the birds have building nests around our porch and in the mornigns they keep me up.
Good God I wish you were here.
Where we lie, we lie on out backs and roof starts to spin and its all i can do to keep it inside.
Here we lie we lie on our backs and roof starts to spin and its all i can do to not start crying.
I said it must be my foreign blood, I mean I'm Dutch, I think that they are know for bad behavior.
Oh, I just get so low.
You said as long as your eyes are wide, you said as long as your throat is open, as long, as long as your doing your best.
But what if this is not my best?
What if this is not my best?
Well I'm gonna die trying.
What if this is not my best?
What if this is not my best?
Well I'm gonna die trying.