So long? so long I don? t know where to begin I? m waiting, and waiting For all this shit to leave me So weak, not strong But I will find the strength to It? s over, so over just listen closely I said I Won? t lay down and die As you crucify me Cause I know I I? m not ready to die Not ready to die I? m not ready to I? m bleeding, I? m bleeding The blade is sinking deeper I? m dying, I? m dying And you jus don? t fucking care I? m tired, so tired But I will find the strength to It? s over, so over, just listen closely I said I Won? t lay down and die? As you crucify me Cause I know I I? m not ready to I? m not ready to Fucking bleed for you Still not ready to I? m not ready to die Ready to die I said I Won? t lay down and die As you crucify me Cause I know I I? m not ready to die Not ready to die I? m not ready to