Who I am I don't know But I'm searching to find it I stand before the looking glass But there's a jaded reflection of me I try to be I try to see But I feel nothing but darkness To trust in lies is suicide It's just a jaded messiah The face I see is no longer me It's just your jaded messiah What this means is unclear to me, But I'm trying to swallow Your damn disease is corrupting me I kill the pain with the T-H-C I try to be I try to see But I feel nothing but darkness... To trust in lies is suicide It's just a jaded messiah The face I see is no longer me It's just your jaded messiah Life reads like porn to me A fucked up philosophy ah-ha We're desensitized Garbage in and garbage out The mans got a lot of clout ah-ha It makes me mad... it makes me mad To trust in lies is suicide It's just a jaded messiah The face I see is no longer me It's just your jaded messiah