Penetrate my will to speak, this feeling just won't go away Straight line through my soul and feel my inability to stop this today Hardline the drug of affection, at least I know how to hurt it to perfection The silver drop gets under my skin, my skin I wake up, now I'm alone again I've been here, I didn't like it then I bleed, 'cause this is what I am My last shot, now make me twice the man This is what I am And I know my time will come My time to cross the nation With screams of insane heresy I label minds in frustration Come on and lead me into the light Twenty reasons to guide me I need a reason to stand up and fight Need to believe what I see The stars are shining upon me tonight I need my wishes to come true But though the cure I need is in sight I'll never make it through I wake up, now I'm alone again I've been here, I didn't like it then I bleed, 'cause this is what I am My last shot, now make me twice the man This is what I am Reason is only a matter of opinion Control is only an illusion to spit on Bring my coffee, a truth to lean on My silence is bought and my beliefs are all gone Innocent as a new born child No need to point your fingers I never did the things you say I never hurt no one in anyway so... Come on and lead me into the light Twenty reasons to guide me I need a reason to stand up and fight Need to believe what I see The stars are shining upon me tonight I need my wishes to come true But though the cure I need is in sight I'll never make it through And I know that they don't want me And I see that it's beyond me I wake up, now I'm alone again I've been here, I didn't like it then I bleed, 'cause this is what I am My last shot, now make me twice the man This is what I am