I need to know 'bout if you happy for me
I need to know 'bout if you asking for me
Look I know back up in them days
Man I was stuck up in my ways
And I would stab you in the back
When you was constantly just bending over backwards for me
(Yeah)
And I been slacking shawty
I lost myself and they been asking for me
But I will never shed a tear
Or let these niggas know I'm weak
Regardless of the fact I'm empty in this bitch
Man I can't let them know I'm sad and lonely
It's been a year
And I can't even see the difference
In this road that I been going with
I'm hopeless and I said it all
The only thing that really changed
Is just these clothes up on my back
I'm losing focus so I hope I just don't play it wrong
These walls just slowly closing in up on my soul
And I don't really got control over my role
I can't complain at all
Man I can't keep on dodging all these tribulations in my life
It's time to man up, get it right
No I can't wait at all, no
I know
You understand me
But I
Waited just way too long
So
Confused and demanding
Sounds like
I'm playing the same few songs
Man I ain't perfect ain't gon' never last
It's like I'm blinded when I'm selfish
I just push the gas
Look at that
And there's one thing that I can't be for you
That's true
True
True
True
I'm sorry that I'm crying right now
But I'm drunk and um
I miss you
It's been 6 months since shawty got me thinking
What I could've did besides my best
I learned my lesson but I am feeling so less
And that shit got my heart bumping icy
Ain't talking Saweetie
I'm offended
All that money spent on late Checkers and sweet tea, I
I let this shawty know the war I'm facing
And shawty spit up in my face
Resulting in these laced blunts I'm facing
I miss her fucking face
Picking her up from the other side of the city
Riding 'round, bumping Faces
With her that shit felt like a dream
Been working on my self esteem
That shit was low, it hurt me more
Because I let her know
Can't leave that shit up in the past
I'm steady thinking 'bout that ass
I could've been the nigga gripping
But she let me go
I wish the worst upon you, bitch
And can't nobody tell me shit
You took from an abandoned building
How the fuck could you
Push away everything you needed
Got me feeling so defeated
I'ma one up you but first I got to stay true
I know
You understand me
But I
Waited just way too long
So
Confused and demanding
Sounds like
I'm playing the same few songs
Man I ain't perfect ain't gon' never last
It's like I'm blinded when I'm selfish
I just push the gas
Look at that
And there's one thing that I can't be for you
That's true
True
True
True