It's so fucking dark and fucking Heavy all around me I hate all these thoughts and all these Feelings they surround me Lost in this shiny sugar coated world It's tragic I want to find my light again I want To feel it's magic What happened What happened All this shit is madness I just want to feel nothing drift into The blackness Just dive into my consciousness and Swim with all my demons They somehow give me clarity and Come up with the reasons Ohhhhhh I just want to stay in my Hiddenworld Stay in my hiddenworld Ohhhhhh nothing seems real so What I'm crying for What am I crying for Ohhhhhh I just want to stay in my Hiddenworld Stay in my hiddenworld Ohhhhhh to be amongst the stars Where there's something more Where there's something more Lets paste a smile Let's get real high There's nothing that can justify How everything we think we know Could somehow be a fucking lie Now ask yourself this many times Do you really want to die Or are we really running from Ourselves heading to demise Go run and hide or fight the fight The truth just seems so out of sight Who knows where we'll go it seems Like when we die that's when we Shine All I really know is that I'm standing On the muthafuckin edge And listening very carefully to all the Voices in my head