Is it wrong that I held you
When I would fail you
I'm sick of feeling guilty
For something I could not do
How can I take a step
In the right direct
Am I moving on
Or is it coming next
Should I take your love
Should I fuck you up
I don't care what you say
I'm never good enough
Now Should I take the gas
And burn it all to ash
I know you want it too
But I'm not coming back
Should I forgive you now
The one that broke me down
I don't care what you sayin
I'll never be around
Is it love in these drugs
Why'd we say it was beautiful when it never was
Is it love in these drugs
I can promise that you will never get me high enough
Now watch me take a step
Off the edge
But now that feelings dead
I hope you're better now
Now that I'm not around
I'll leave you pale as a ghost
Just like that fucking town
It slipped away right through you
Your unrelenting chase
Was running out of time
I knew that they would take my place
I might've took it too far
Even if that's the case
You were ok with breaking every bone to save your face
Through the waters of your icy blues
I would rather see the bottom than to be with you
Now I open up my eyes see you holding me down
I was dreaming bout the love that we never found
Is it love in these drugs
Why'd we say it was beautiful when it never was
Is it love in these drugs
I can promise that you will never get me high enough
I can promise you that
I don't need that love back
I've been losing you with every single party
Am I falling apart
While I'm breaking your heart
This the last time I let you tell me what I need
Is it love in these drugs
Why'd we say it was beautiful when it never was
Is it love in these drugs
I can promise that you will never get me high enough
I don't care what you say
I'm never good enough