My head in the dirt grave stoned Closing the door on my own How many other solo Cuz this ain't home When I'm alone Staring at a blank wall She telling me fuck off I'm not sure what she means But maybe it's my fault I'm itching my dry head I lay in my damp bed I'm losing my hyrdo From all of this night dread Looking at myself to find you The hazel color iris turned blue Never met the man they call you Reflecting won't help when you're see through I'm waking this morning I can't breathe the air in my nose I'm waking up feeling like my brain just came out the froze My body is aching my mind running off and it shows But that's how it goes When you're alone Staring at a new check Is it my time yet You know that the money Makes everything funny All of em laughing What the fuck happened Is someone telling a joke Or is it right at me Looking at myself to find you The hazel color iris turned blue Never met the man they call you Reflecting won't help when you're see through