Momentarily Melt Away The World Blurs Out This Is Not The Place And It Is Not The Time The Same old Sense Is Creeping In It hides Right Behind My eyes A Black Mist Forms Around The Edges And I Sink. Again Destabilized. Word Crumbles At The Edges All Blurs Away And All At Once. It Comes Back Every Moment. Every TIme My Shame, My lust My guilt. My Hate Hidden, And secret Eyes Uncovered Again Nightmares Pass Over Me They Never Saw Me Here And, as Time Unfolds Around Me I Grow In Strength And I Will Be Back And I WIll Be Worse In My De-glorified Return I Bow Down In Shame I Swore to Never Return And All The Time I Knew I Can Never Heal