I hide memories under my skin Follow me without sense Everything around me seems so far from real Do you know my love? Do you know my sins? When is the last time you saw me smile? Do you understand the love i feel? The only thing that feels real But it all fell apart When you lost the will to fight So I sit with my knife all night If you love me - please, just disappear I couldn't make it more clear I wish you could be my friend I'm longing to be ready to let you go So close, so near the end