Staring at the ceiling with dying eyes Morphine recieving most of the pain Still it hurts I have to cry Thinking of my life and all its stains I hope I can walk onto the pearly gates God granting me salvation I have to reconcile with a long lost faith Don't want to die in a state of desolation Please God forgive me for my sins Longing for redemption before the afterlife begins I regret all wrongdoings from my past A clear conscience is all I ask My life's been miserable, others I gave hell This illnes seems to be my punishment I don't wish for a disgaceful farewell I repent my past and want a shameless end Forgive me Father for I have sinned I have no clue where to begin Overwhelmed by the situation I am in At my wits end, I'm almost floored I'm sorry I have never confessed before Please help me before I close life's door