First there was this lie, second we defied Third I had to go, beg for help, well I don't know Fourth I had to stay, not when you were here When I got your death notice, my breath Would turn to ice! And so my heart bursts at the seam but never dies Can never feel the same, can every little flame Just hold its breath and set afire the rain Hold you by my side The tears that I have cried Are an everlasting pain Never felt so blue, never felt so sad, Never felt so lone, since I am on my own Never felt so weak, not since you were here I can't stand this pain, can't stand this life Can't stand myself And so I repeat these words for the world to know Can never feel the same, can every little flame Just hold its breath and set afire the rain Hold you by my side The tears that I have cried Are an everlasting pain A silent soul screams loud Since there's no hope to sprout My heart will bleed until the sun burns out I'm left to be alone I'm sentenced to atone And all I wish is just to have you home Can never feel the same, can every little flame Just hold its breath and set afire the rain Hold you by my side The Tears that I have cried