A life behind broken windows of missed chances From where mistakes and faults Are imposed upon the world Where days feel like forsaken aeons And nights taste like shame Where no blessings can be counted Or ties found uncut Where despair is transcendent And life unloved Dreams are burned by fires lit through your words The charred remains of what I'll never be Drown them in tides of remorse and dismay Leave me longing for the void's embrace Where no blessings can be counted Or ties found uncut Where despair is transcendent And life unloved The pain of existence exceeds my fear of death Take me away The pain of existence exceeds my fear of death Let me decay The pain of existence exceeds my fear of death Take me away I can no longer endure what I self inflict Give me cold. Give me pain