Shardfigures All my life I searched for thee To make me feel complete But only bitterness spoke to me In a language I had to learn throughout the years All my life I was wandering through the dark Without any spark of hope Never knew, where I belonged Weary of life and jaded It was just too late to turn around All my life I felt alone No matter where I've gone There's never a place for someone else In the portrait of a lifeless soul All my life I searched for death To make me feel alive Now as he came for me I've realized, that I was just too blind too see In the I search again for thee To erase this painfuly memory These words of disconsolation For they shall be my legacy