Shivering, still awake In anticipation of exhaustion I am chased by undead memories Driven by blazing trepidations Endlessly dazed are my senses Dancing shadows upon my heart A desert inside of me, a carnival in my head The previous life hauls over me Unable to move my limbs I behold this distant world through kaleidoscops Unable to catch clear thoughts Trapped in the universe of this bitter reality I am narrowed by laughing mirrors My lovely muse, where are you now You hide behind your gravest mask Show me the path out of this catatonic status To unbind this suffocated cry Hey angel of redemption, please ease my bleeding pain Drown me in a blackend lake for neverending sleep Through a mad time lapse, befogged I watch the past How sweet it could be - to go down Now drop your cynic mask To unbind my suffocated cry!