When I'm in this state of mind I'm wishing I was blind Sometimes life is more than pain, to me I feel the power of my grief Death would be such a relief All the secrets that I hide Would die, with me Depression is my only friend Will this torture never end? Let me carry on to the dreamers sky I keep crying in my dreams Can you hear my endless screams? When I fade away I fade, away This fluid on my cheek It drains me, I get weak My heart is cold and bleak Black blood, black tears Life is just a masquerade In debt to myself, but I can't pay Soon I'll call it all a day, away I've never felt what you call guilt I still believe "Do what thou wilt" My sorrow will destroy the world, I've built This fluid on my cheek It drains me, I get weak My heart is cold and bleak Black blood, black tears Black tears, black tears, black tears Black tears, black tears, black tears