I gotta find my way outta hell I gotta find my way alone I see myself dead by suicide By a knife, gun, a blade-- or hanging high Will I be safe or will I die Can I stop the voices deep inside, My mind, my mind, my mind, my fucking mind! Dead to me - Youre dead to me Youre dead to me, all dead to me Oh My Fucking God! Im a victim, Ive lived through disaster - Pushed too far this is the reaction I hate your lies I hate my life Dead to me - Youre dead to me Youre dead to me - All Dead Oh My Fucking God! Im a victim ive lived through disaster Pushed too far this is the reaction - to you! I hate your lies I hate my life Hoping I'll find a way, A way to live dead together A way to hide my fears, a way to disappear I cant fake it, I wont make it I'll just hate it, I cant fake it I wont make it, I just hate it I cant take it I cant change it, I cant take it, I cant take it! I wont make it, no! Dead to me, youre dead to me, Youre dead to me - all dead! Dead. Dead... Youre soon to be dead I put a 12 gauge under my chin Dead. Dead... Youre soon to be dead I put a 12 gauge under my chin Dead to me youre dead to me Youre dead to me, all dead to me Oh my fucking god! Im a victim ive lived through disaster Pushed too far this is the reaction ...died a thousand times again and again... In my mind I have died. I have slowly withered.