I will never live without it But I can always forget There are stories, most are secrets I will always regret I had so many years to try to understand the reason why I wish I could forgive myself the way that you forgave me then The story I won't tell But you know so well I will never live without it But I can always forget There are stories, most are secrets I will always regret I knew it then And I lost a friend I wonder if you knew I loved you I broke my own heart I will never live without it But I can always forget There are stories, most are secrets I will always regret Your name is Jude Once I did you wrong and I've been sorry for so long