I want to feel enlightened Let this substance fuel my only escape With the drugs in my hand Life transforms into a perverted shape Climbing a rope, ascending beyond my body Bodily sensations begin to seem foggy Watching myself on TV The perfect escape from this reality Seemingly thoughtless my body is moving forward The axe and grind wheel, sparks fly off the hardened steel Palpable nervousness rising I have relinquished all control What comes next seems most enticing May God have mercy on my soul A violent autoscopy Murderous rampage, uncontrolled I just sit back, recline, watch it unfold Dozens are hacked up by my axe As blood paints my skin I relax Chopped to pieces in their sleep Pent up rage finally unleashed I want to feel enlightened Let this substance fuel my only escape With the drugs in my hand Life transforms into a perverted shape Murderous rampage, uncontrolled I just sit back, recline, watch it unfold Dozens are hacked up by my axe As blood paints my skin I relax