I'm coming down with it - becoming feverish I look at you and I see everything that I detest My blood begins to boil when my life starts to mimic yours So quick to gratify yourself in fevered lunacy Your affliction is the same infection inside me Love - what I hate - and I hate everything that I've become Do - what I despise - every second of my life contradicts my words Turn - from what I need - only selfishly - just to lust and feed Nauseated and repulsed at my deeds I put my hand to my head and I am becoming feverish You disgust me - I disgust me Disgust - disdain - disgust - in pain This life - making me sick Rampant - plague in my soul Madness - engulfing me Host to a... Pestilence of my existence It seems stronger every day Torn from a thorn in my side Blind from a plank in my eye God rid me of disease Free me from hypocrisy Love - what I hate - and I hate everything that I've become Do - what I despise - every second of my life contradicts my words Turn - from what I need - only selfishly - just to lust and feed Nauseated and repulsed at my deeds I put my hand to my head and I am becoming feverish I'm coming down with it - becoming feverish You disgust me - I disgust me Disgust - disdain - disgust - in pain