I'm taking a look Back at the mess The stains The smell But now is the test Rebuild the trust Of my friends that are left Think i'll be back I wouldn't hold your breath For everything You've done I stand stronger As the man that i've become And i won't pretend Were blood Hard earned lessons When you hurt Hurt the ones you love My hands are tied for once Only through Him Forgiveness for all of the wrong that you've done It would've hurt a lot worse When you ripped my heart from my chest If i wasn't already dead from the knife in my back Friend was the name That you lost when your face changed All this was insecurity Your part defiling me Friendships were born Friendships will die But in between Were the lies So close to you So far from new We've all seen you Can't believe we're through Find a sucker you can leech on to