Now all is gone, consumed or sold And this was not my right to choose. It came on me Like winter's cold, I look at was I've left to lose If I wanna be free. I would do everything I wanted to. I'd take long Walks along the beach or be in the bed with the bitch Thinking about All the things i will never see. So, what I'm looking for I will choke in a solid breath I'm floating in the storm I was left alone (and so). Free like a bird flying in the sky I wish to let everyone do what they can Without taking care of what they do in the life. I would convince those To understand Life is a river That will meet waterfalls sometimes, It's an hard way down But it's possible to rise again! So, why I've been waiting for I will write on my bloody skin I'm crossing into the void I was left alone again I Just keep breathing in I Just keep breathing out They told me I had the power to change, I still believe I can change And if I could do anything There are so many out there who do not. When I feel so barren I try to wash myself again And when I do not receive any answer I will not return.