Mother hug me tight I've lost the faith, I've lost every hope God has forgotten us He has abandoned me Father I'm watching your tomb Am I going to rest next to you soon? There are no tears left in my eyes I found myself crying and spitting blood While your body was rotting away I found myself praying to God to spare your life And I found dreaming at night Of vast green lands and me walking next to you I still feel your voice in my dreams Your telling me to rest, not to think about dying Is my death as far as the stars in the night sky Well father, I wish you could tell me face to face Mother hold my hands Wipe your tears on my chest Wind blows on your grave father Echoes of your voice carried in the wind Don't ask me to forgive him, I won't forgive him Don't ask me to forget of your death, I won't I wish I could have shared the grudge and pain with you Before your God took your life away The only thing left for us is grief A black hole of pain