I guess I got you all wrong Locked me out with the stress I felt the cold stuck trying to figure out how I got in this mess The words felt so coarse But a picture paints a thousand more I'd rather slip through the cracks Than feel the pain that you bore You spent so much of your time filling my name with mud The look on your face spoke more words than you ever could You spoke more words than you ever should The anger builds inside of me This shroud of hatred makes it hard for me to see It's too hard It's too hard to breathe I fell too far I watched my world be destroyed You lost sight of the truth so let your existence fade through your 'sanctified' void I don't remember how low it felt But I know I couldn't feel much more I can't keep fearing the worst But I was born into a world I never asked for And I danced with the devil But my sins ripped through me like knives It's hard to breathe when my conscience craves a different life