I should have been a better brother for you Dead rabbit The body aches, the pins and needles ran through your veins Burning limbs and blind spells were just a fraction of the pain you faced (Guilty) I'm sorry, I wasn't by your side (Broken) Now I'm beating myself up, cause you were right by mine (Brother) Your voice inside my head, is what gets me through (Keep sake) I'll keep these ashes around my neck In the memory of you I'll see you in the end Feelings of guilt constantly clouding my mind How could this happen to you Plans we had for the future now gone We had so much left do Will anyone ever get your story now You were writing your words, for the world to hear, your, cry's for help Now we'll will never know your ache Fighting to carry on your legacy You were hurting, just trying to numb the pain You weren't trying to leave us for good How do we move on from this Knowing we will never see you again These words, were yours "You don't know real pain Until you feel mine Losing faith on a bathroom floor" And that's exactly how you went The thought of you curled up on the floor will haunt us forever I'm sorry. And I fucking miss you