What waits for me?
I dread the knowledge but still it hangs
Overhead, underneath
Were we wrong all along?
What the fuck does this mean?
Our ego and our fear makes us think
We're worth a shit
But when we shut our eyes and lose consciousness
It will be nothing
We will fear nothing
And feel nothing
So many questions that will never come to light (Come to light)
Lives gone for no purpose, I have to fight
This feeling, this fear has to end
We're nearing the edge all the same
No movement, depleted
No breathing
A soul or just soil?
Do we go nowhere at all?
I try to let go, I get caught on the vines
Of fear in my mind, strands of panic inside
A vile pain that could never hurt enough
My days are in fast forward
And at a stand still
I'm stuck, it's all repetition
The question remains
Tighten the vice
Keep hold of your uncertainty
Life, what does it mean?
Under the knife, bleed
Mountains of bones
Blood seeps into the earth and regrows
What waits for me?
I dread the knowledge but still it hangs
Overhead, underneath
Were we wrong all along?
What the fuck does this mean?
Death takes us all
Death takes us all
Give me the evidence of something to believe in
No more childish made up bullshit
I'll just put it to rest
And close my eyes knowing that there's fucking nothing
After I die will anyone actually care
Or am I just fucking wasting my time?
I want to believe that I'll see you again
I don't want to lose control and fade away
I fear the stories of a light calling out my name
What waits for me?
I dread the knowledge
But still it hangs over me
Death takes us all
It will be nothing