My world was black and grey For years it was just day to day A shell of who I was Because of what I lost And it cost me so much Staring at a wall for hours on end Wasting my life again and again This heavy void filled my mind Prescribed a solution to save my decline My attention was nowhere to be found No focus Chaotic struggle And it's holding me down Like I'm being drowned At the bottom of the lake I see your face So I let the water into my lungs This is what I've become My world has no color It will always be this way An empty heart Wilted I will stay