Does the pain ever end?
The question that I've been asking myself for years
Every day is just another vicious cycle
I can't seem to make it through a single day
Without thinking of a way to escape
The reality that's placed in front of me
I spend a lot of time searching for this so called light at the end
But no matter how hard I try it seems as if I'll never reach it
Every day gets darker
This overwhelming feeling weighs
Heavier and heavier on me as each day passes
I've felt this way for as long as I remember
So I've always felt alone, as far back as I can remember
I've spent many nights arguing with the voice
Inside my head that tells me to end my own life
And trust me I'm trying
But the worst part is
Sometimes I look forward to those
Nights, just so I don't have to feel so alone
But really I long for the days that my head stays quiet
Days that allow me to enjoy my life, and watch it around me
Days where I don't replay every word that I've ever said
And every dramatic scenario that
Has left scarring images inside my head
Days where I don't look at my reflection and resent what is left of me
Is this all that is left of me?
I long for better days, but I've lost all faith
This is the story of my demise
Welcome to my decline
The question that I've been asking myself for years
Every day is just another vicious cycle
I can't seem to make it through a single day
Without thinking of a way to escape
The reality that's placed in front of me
I spend a lot of time searching for this so called light at the end
But no matter how hard I try it seems as if I'll never reach it
Every day gets darker
This overwhelming feeling weighs
Heavier and heavier on me as each day passes
I've felt this way for as long as I remember
So I've always felt alone, as far back as I can remember
I've spent many nights arguing with the voice
Inside my head that tells me to end my own life
And trust me I'm trying
But the worst part is
Sometimes I look forward to those
Nights, just so I don't have to feel so alone
But really I long for the days that my head stays quiet
Days that allow me to enjoy my life, and watch it around me
Days where I don't replay every word that I've ever said
And every dramatic scenario that
Has left scarring images inside my head
Days where I don't look at my reflection and resent what is left of me
Is this all that is left of me?
I long for better days, but I've lost all faith
This is the story of my demise
Welcome to my decline
Other albums by the artist
Once More In Torment
2021 · single
Self Titled
2019 · EP
Sever the Cord
2019 · album
Chokehold
2019 · single
Bad Vibes
2019 · single
Low Like You
2018 · single
Absent Ones
2018 · single
The Archive (2014-2015)
2014 · single
The Black Sheep
2014 · EP
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