Self sabotage is my enemy Committed to acts that'll ruin me Everything must come to an end By my own hands This feeling never goes away Staying deep inside my chest I'm waste of fucking space I've fallen apart at the seams And I see death at my door with his cold embrace I can never escape myself Trapped in a cycle that'll only lead to being six feet deep Loss of sleep from my ever consuming thoughts I feel myself wearing thin When will it ever end It never fucking ends Anchored down by memories, I sink into nothingness Don't reach for me or we'll drown together Love is not enough to save me from myself