A pillar to the world between worlds An unfinished escape Of the brain in a cage Doldrums! Doldrums! The bleak and beige I am an absentee My hand, a wasteland Find me a spark, find me a watershed The first sight of love Like a dance in the air A born-again high The best in my life, the sea and the stars The rabbit hole, I'm sinking further Far and away, I feel everything The aches and pains of the years have ravaged us But smooth waters don't make strong sailors Beyond the pale, I feel it slipping The path that leads to you Dreaming, dying just to break loose It seems so far away The moment electric The planet halts for us From the edge of it all You found me Drowning and breathless It took one look in your eyes I'd swear I'd live forever "Where do we go when we die?" The Great Unifier Cruel and ancient The earth can keep us But happy I'd be in a cosmic forever The work made early meant nothing The flame came from your gaze The colors that permeate A glow that rivaled our Sun Falling end over end Never a second unworthy "Nothing", a blissful, blank canvas Crumbling under the weight of each other Swimming through the frame A crippling hunger to plant roots Flickering in and out again Burn it down! Beyond the pale, I feel it slipping The path that leads to you Dreaming, dying just to break loose It seems so far away Comforting void Empty handed It stares back at me Reflecting nothing There was never another The world lost its color I saw them circle Closer and closer One by one, their voices say "The dark only gets darker" "Stop living a life on the drain" "A broken skull will end your thinking..." Drop. Eyes closed. Give in. Exhale! Farthest in my orbit the center Of everything that I am Slipping through the cracks of the surface A burning Icarus Grasping and force feeding of what's dead Poisons the well of Flailing thoughts of memories of feelings I won't feel again Tremble! Tremble! Peel away the Layers of me Rebuild from ruin I feel it breaking down Until I am the only One left in my way In the dream, We fall away I find you solitary A face in knots Your skeletal silver Frozen in fractals Is this what we are? Awed by onlookers? Where is the muse? Who would love you? I see you I feel you You aren't lost on me A lesson A warning To be the better of us We are human Only human We are flawed and starving We are dreaming! We are dying! Crashing through each other! Terrified!