I sever All that once was me Sell my soul To the hope that abandoned me This isn't what I expected from life But the path I chose Is what marches me to demise Violence is my cancer Everyday I medicate myself With anger And I still don't find The purpose that I once saw My heart is serpentine Inhale death Exhale out the torment that runs through my head Cauterize Every last nerve and I won't feel the pain inside It's not what I wanted But a price I've been forced to pay God's just a bullet away Extinguish my night and Save my fucking day Lay awake at night in terror Chasing beam with a steel barrel One shot To remember One shot To forget