I break through the veil beyond the plains of despair I awake in Hell What have I done? I cannot look in the mirror The man I see looking back isn't me The voice inside my head is not my own Every reflection is a fucking blasphemy What kind of existence is this? What part of the lie did I miss? Fear has befallen me I can't believe that every cloud I see has a silver lining When everything keeps getting worse And in this life that we grasp There is no turning back The decisions we make have a lasting effect How can we be so wide awake yet still asleep? Free my mind of misery I still suffer Draw the poison from my flesh End my sorrow Set me free Stepping out of the light into the darkness Turning around to find the door is closed Breaking through the veil beyond the plains of despair I awake in Hell I can't believe that every cloud I see has a silver lining When everything keeps getting worse And in this life that we grasp there is no turning back The decisions we make have a lasting effect How can we be so wide awake yet still asleep?