Forced to remain alive with the desperate feeling of imprisonment This obsession with disconnection can't be ceased Reaching for reality while being locked up in mental chaos Reaching for reality while being dragged down to nothingness Release the chaos Thoughts of death race through your fucking mind Your mind Searching the feelings that cannot be explained The dread of life being temporary BUT WHY? Go to sleep, then restart Suffering through the same day Why must we face the disconnection with our inner being In this state of depersonalization? These open wounds can't be sealed with time This desire of chaos must be fulfilled Forced to remain alive with the desperate feeling of imprisonment