Desperate attempts Happiness exempt We're still in full circle A trapped nerve I cannot fix Our divergence makes me sick I feel engulfed by this fucking guilt Put the blame on the ones that you failed to build Your existence brings me pain Why won't you take responsibility The only failure is you I still dream of the end You always played the part It's all a facade The bleakness in your eyes Left me falling into the dark Always an afterthought on the guilty side Center of attention, like a moth to a flame You're a manipulating, compensating self centered martyr That's all I see The good we had, lost in a blur, amongst the worst But yet I always fall back into your hands Why does it have to hurt so much Neglected I Built myself up to be torn down Drained by your selfishness I know the feeling all too well Bound by your spell, trapped in this fucking hell I still dream of the end