Locked away inside your mind I wonder if you know things are alright An empty canvas yet to paint Your life stranded searching for escape Kept young, kept weak Never knowing Forever bleak Thrown away Brought back close All I do is hope Torn in two, numb Just another sad memory swept under the rug Can I stay or must I go Is there somewhere that I call my home Four walls and a bed sucked deep into my dread Now left for dead Falling into the end Surging, like a laced stray Morphing, turning A counterfeit Fanciful paradise Home to my delirium Relapse to relive this nightmare Fall through the door Open space find yourself lost in Solemn despondency endlessly Welcome to my exile Drowning in manifolds of truths left untold I can't escape these cold nights, bury me Never welcome again An empty canvas yet to paint Your life stranded searching for escape Forever bleak Thrown away, brought back close All I ever do is hope A fanciful paradise I call my own Can I stay or must I go will there be I don't feel alone A fanciful paradise I call my own This hollow sings, this bottle sinks Submerged I cannot be Drowning inside my silent shrieks