Hate They all said it would come crashing back In the end What life have I lead to ever feel sane again A real man doesn't beat the innocent Come near us again I will gut you like a fucking pig Try bring that gun round now I'm not a kid anymore This time I'll put you in the fucking ground I've had grit in my teeth The day you put your hands on me I am the man I fear No longer can I see clear Head hunting the last few of you cunts Cut the veins, watch you bleed away I will hear you fucking scream As I cut you clean For fifteen fucking years I remember what you did I will tear your flesh from fucking bone Cut out your tongue And watch you choke On your own fucking blood You putrid cunt Carved your face in my brain Your touch of pain Abuse imbedded in my veins Safe touch of serenity Will you free me from the cruel grip that haunts me Like the fucking noose Hanging over my head The light flickers as the seed fades Like the ocean drowning my eyes away Cursed my mind cursed my being Put the barrel to my head Go Nightmare breeding on the inside Free me from this shadow flame The reapers calling out my name His blade hunting down my neck Will I be cast into the dirt for eternity Hate creates hate So I followed the footsteps to miserys gate Streetlight glare floods the screams at night A bottle in the hand will always numb the pain I can't hide away Or I will be the man you scolded into me I am no longer here I am bound in fear Comatose This is your ending No respite from the belial Bury the masochist No shell to hide your sin Rid of all filth Rid of desire Burying the dead in me This is my hatred