Stopped, I find myself at the crossroads once again, Waiting for uncertainty's return, my oldest friend, Are you willing to come face to face, With your greatest fears, your own worst enemy, Push as the darkness consumes everything around me, Failure, something that I could never let myself be, I could never be, I will never let myself, I've been searching my whole life for something, not content with what i've found, There's a certain safety in knowing it could never get any worse.