I had no more than a window with a dense sky Distant domes and seagulls To fill me, again And I smelled your hair You never knew, I swear I would have stayed there forever Now you know that I would have loved Silence that drowned out greatest fears I would have given the streets of this blue heart There was no time to go through them There was no tears for us Nothing to remember. A single golden hour It was to be Better day Trying not to lose the way Trying not to feel the pain of losing you I've undergone The evidence of being in love The guilt of feeling alone When I was with you I would have walked up to hurt these wild paths Crossing vast and green fields Seeking a good way to reveal How much I could love you Instead, it is the time to drown in blue It's a bad twist of fate It was to be. We shall conflate Something that will never be and never feel Simply what we should kill with a kiss and a thrill How strange is the lot of lovers who don't choose to live Who don't dare to feel Unmentionable are their faults The meaning of loss is written in their eyes.