What a waste, I feel empty Shamefaced, I am sorry I hate myself for being here Trying to forget a pain Coming from myself Can't I wake up, get up, stand up? What kind of man am I? Give me time to gather my thoughts I want to collect myself! I hate myself for being here Trying to forget a pain Coming from myself Can't I wake up, get up, stand up? What kind of man am I? Give me time to gather my thoughts I want to collect myself! But I think now, looking back That my life's always been dark