I cannot help it It just takes over Everything slipping Everyday is slower In the streets it crawls And feeds off the hate And pours into your Safe sweet space and Makes you feel So flat and so grey As it moves forward It gets more awkward And then it drenches Those stuck brain trenches In the minds it lurks Separates, kills, blames and hurts All those who are themselves And makes them feel so week and scared Now That you know more You can now endure The sweet freedom of Not knowing for sure Life takes over And blankets me Up in sweet dull warmth And brings forth Uncertainty when trying to understand