Back when I was 18 I wanted love so bad Thinking back reminds me It was the only drug I ever had Don't take it back I won't take it back it's in the past I know we lacked The energy to make it last But when we dream All the love seemed real to me I won't break down I wanna feel again somehow You've given me the strength The light that I need The feeling of love is all around Looking at my diaries I was so angry and confused Love was my addiction Along with all the fools that used I liked the idea The idea of you But did I ever love And was my love true Or was I the one Was I the one that used I won't break down I wanna feel again somehow You've given me the strength The light that I need The feeling of love is all around No, it's time to let go, it's what we don't know That keeps us alone