It's hard for me to say These words out aloud So I'll whisper in your ear While you tear my heart out I could never get used to you Not being around I want to be It's always raining I'm always pouring out my soul We're always fighting And it's always all my fault I'm sick of feeling Like I'm losing self-control It's always raining And it's always all my fault I want to be you I want to see me being me I want to use you I want to feel like you hate me