I am the audience
I am a spectator to
My own tragic mistakes
That I was free to make
My life completely in my trembling hands
What at first seemed like the perfect path
Has proven itself a turn off course
But these roads
Have shaped me into something much better than...
Safety could ever dream of being
It sustains, it sustains
I'll force a smile
To hide the real one that I can't explain
Worship me and make me your king it's
All the same, all the same
I'm beautifully disfigured in every single way
I lack the strength to lead you astray
And keep you from the fears that I chose not to face
My lack of direction has left me in total disarray
We've gotten so far, we've gotten so far away
I've danced with self destruction
In the form of a broken bottle
In the form of a burning carton
It all just turns to ash
You only know yourself at the bottom of it all
Bad decisions have shaped me as something much better than...
Safety could ever dream of being
It sustains, it sustains
I'll force a smile
To hide the real one that I can't explain
Worship me and make me your king it's
All the same, all the same
I'm beautifully disfigured in every single way
You think you've got the spark incinerate me
I've been through worse than this and I'm still standing
I wouldn't dare remove the knives that changed me
From who I used to be to who I've grown proud to be
I'm at peace with myself
At peace with myself
At peace with myself and all of my mistakes