Why did he have grace on my soul even though I left him out in the cold? But still he hold me down, hold me down, hold me down, hold me down He still give me life everyday even though I try to throw it away But still he hold me down, hold me down, hold me down, hold me down I wake up before I throw a beater on Fall to my knees thank the Lord for the new shalom Don't turn my swag on, matter fact I turn it off My mission from the boss, to go and seek and save the lost Not like I'm doin', it the Spirit got me juiced up Performance enhancer, gon' throw it in my cup But like Barry Bonds, I don't wanna tell nobody Then I remember what they did to my Savior's body And I remember how that was s'posed to be me How I was never a G, just tryna soak up the scene While flodgin' off in these streets, I coulda been clapped wit heat Instead of me six feet, the Lord is given me peace So I never turn back, on fire like Napalm Ain't a big enough platter for you to serve me cake on That mean I'd rather eat dirt than deny the name I know I'm inconsistent, he still take away the pain You couldn't tell me nothin', before and made Hard-headed young nappy boy, tryna get on Woulda sold my soul for a chance to be that dude Overdid everything, yes I was that fool Sat in church Sunday played games with the Lord too Opposite of Milton Bradley, man I had no ‘Clue' Pride on the outside, dead on the inside Thought about suicide, the boy wanted to take his life Every treasure that I found turned to mud in my hand Women, notoriety, every dollar of the cash Awakened by the Spirit, put my faith in the Son Old things passed away, man I'm tryna get it done But I fall like, trip like Wanna stay down, but the Lord strengthen my faith Shoulda been dead Lord, I don't wanna count the days Every time you give me grace, I don't understand your ways Why did he have grace on my soul even though I left him out in the cold? But still he hold me down, hold me down, hold me down, hold me down He still give me life everyday even though I try to throw it away But still he hold me down, hold me down, hold me down, hold me down