Blowing gas tryna rise above it hope it take me over Music blasting how I clear my conscience need final closure Traumatized and I ain't even know sage burning slower Spirit cleansing when you at this level really better sober So ironic when I speak on pain it's really therapeutic Popping bottles I ain't talking liquor I been going through It Spirit heavy I ignore my feelings get to making music Before I know it I'm off in the void tryna show and prove it Anyway I got a couple mouth to feed I ain't got enough time to feed the soul Baby Momma got A DNA test Thing is for another nigga tho Then she went and took a road trip for him Nigga really wanna charge it to the game Thing is my daughter made the trip I can't even much look at them the same Thinking back on April 16th Back when I had a concert to do Word is that Da Baby pulling up Making sure my outfit was new Then I hopped on stage and got boo'd Reminisce on failures I conclude Tribulations barely make the news You should let me serenade you you Blowing gas tryna rise above it hope it take me over Music blasting how I clear my conscience need final closure Traumatized and I ain't even know sage burning slower Spirit cleansing when you at this level really better sober Blowing gas tryna rise above it hope it take me over Music blasting how I clear my conscience need final closure Traumatized and I ain't even know sage burning slower Spirit cleansing when you at this level really better sober This that bounce back and love yo self Shit get real you gotta trust yoself Take a day for yo mental health Don't gotta tell nobody cuz you know yourself Think about it like this When you moving in a new crib You dont never ever keep the boxes packed cuz they'll take up space where you live It's no different really with your trauma nigga you gotta locate that to go big It aint gangsta really not to talk about it Really owe that shit to your kids Used to think I needed new beginning Till I came about it like this Ventilating I confront my vices getting more excitement like this These days I been thinking clearer prolly how I'm writing like this Thought about it and the shit just hit me like a strike of lighting just hit Clearer guidance what I give my son just God's timing like this I guess I wished up when I lost shit but I'm still shining like this Blowing gas tryna rise above it hope it take me over Music blasting how I clear my conscience need final closure Traumatized and I ain't even know sage burning slower Spirit cleansing when you at this level really better sober Blowing gas tryna rise above it hope it take me over Music blasting how I clear my conscience need final closure Traumatized and I ain't even know sage burning slower Spirit cleansing when you at this level really better sober