Spend hella time tryna understand my thoughts Still waters running deep but I tread alot I be lost but I try to stay ahead alot Fake smile when you see me am I there or not When the waters running deep Say I'm fine but I think I'm ok with a lack of peace a nigga master pain and go and find the beat It's my grandfather funeral I'm up in the A I just found out I got another one on the way Same week tape hit a half a million plays The shit weighing on the boy but I carry the weight And my brother in the hospital drinking again And I really wanna snap when I see him again But I tell him we be good when we get to the end And my love life sucks but I'm at it again The Malibu repo'd so I'm trapping again Having hard time tryna break a habit again Fuck it I'ma be alright I make it happen again I'm in the water getting gone without a paddle again fuck Anyway I gotta find a better way to cope I'm in the water with piranahs I aint got a boat Look at my son he better than me that gives me hope Remember I was on the scope looking for the hoes Spend hella time tryna understand my thoughts Still waters running deep but I tread alot I be lost but I try to stay ahead alot Fake smile when you see me am I there or not When the waters running deep Say I'm fine but I think I'm ok with a lack of peace a nigga master pain and go and find the beat