Thinking myself in a mood
I pour the drank in the juice
Playing oblivious, know I'm aware but I'm really more free when I do
I'm feeling depressed need a break
Maybe she'll care when I skate
Maybe she wont but at least I'll be free of the pressure that comes with a mate
Im feeling like henny is better for me when I'm scared and I dont wanna stress
I finally gave in and I hit it again and I feel like I popped me a X
I always forget what you mean to me when I be poppin and having success
But when I come home I be fully expecting for titles and not nothing less
I know I'm a nigga who says he's in love but I've never been popping before
So when I get tempted I hope that you build me instead of just leaving me cold
I know that I told you some lies before but I promise I dont wanna go
I'm only a man but that aint no excuse when I'm cognizant, selfish and cold
Balancing lows with the highs
To you it aint no surprise
To me it opened my eyes
But it still doesn't help when I've lied
I've never did loving correct before and I'm selfish and often confused
And when you hear this and I'm hoping it dont leave you bruised I'm often confused
Thinking myself in a mood
I pour the drank in the juice
Playing oblivious, know I'm aware but I'm really more free when I do
I'm feeling depressed need a break
Maybe she'll care when I skate
Maybe she wont but at least I'll be free of the pressure that comes with a mate
Thinking myself in a mood
I pour the drank in the juice
Playing oblivious, know I'm aware but I'm really more free when I do
I'm feeling depressed need a break
Maybe she'll care when I skate
Maybe she wont but at least I'll be free of the pressure that comes with a mate
I pour a double again
Look at the call coming in
Will it stop ringing?
Eventually but I'm creative with text I'ma send
Commitment was always a task
I keep the hen in the flask
Got the whole pint in the bag
Too used to being a sav
Gotta be careful with feelings involved when I'm popping and getting this cash
Always forget what you mean to me when I be traveling popping them tags
Try to do better but living a life of vices, habits and vixens
Never do ask permission
I'd rather ask forgiveness
Do not disturb is M.O
I had to work on my tempo
Try to reminisce a bit more
But I be all of the shits though
Calling you when I get lit though
You always pick up and fall through
Think of that time in the car to
Now I just think of them old days
Thinking myself in a mood
I pour the drank in the juice
Playing oblivious, know I'm aware but I'm really more free when I do
I'm feeling depressed need a break
Maybe she'll care when I skate
Maybe she wont but at least I'll be free of the pressure that comes with a mate