Yeah Look at Me I gotta focus on my own on my shit Nobody else here with me so I gotta let my shit my shit I don't really care if you criticize me All my life I've been criticized by anyone Like who is this dumb And right now I am getting up Where's all you guys that was telling me dumb shit All this time I couldn't see yeah And I lost myself cause I love you motherfucking pussies Like who only telling the fake And I will fuck you up like I did the next day Like I am doing on this race and I am flexing on my bussdown And trough the rain Yeah I got the chain blicki blick Guess whose there knock knock nah it ain't about that What, you Like this shit don't you And I will find you and I will hold you If I ever did wrong upon you I ain't gonna sorry Cause you was close so Don't play no games no more I don't love you Our ways have part I took a long road You will never understand how wrong you was From the start girl I'll fold you And I won't let myself go Like that Cause I can do rap like that and trap But I don't let myself go out for fears I have I have fears that I can know be Demons find me and I will fight em Anxiety fear and shame and I will fuck em And I will kill em and I will fuck em Anxiety shame fear and guilt I will fuck em Fuck everybody I have issues that nobody knows Yeah I am on my own and I am not lying anymore I am telling y'all you don't believe me And I'll made it to the top now I am greedy You can't change that I was down down bad with nobody there Yeah nobody believed in me my lil bro And that's not lies I am not telling anymore I am only serving the truth from now on Listen to me your name was Anna And I've seen you somewhere I don't know dolce cabbana You was wearing I got my baby she was beautiful Yeah huh look at you look at you I never had you what I shame I didn't touch you I am so lame I blame myself through this rain And through this beat I can now and I will prevail Like that's not lies Like that's not lies And we ain't gonna change cause we are real ties I am telling the truth I had a crush on someone That I never met met met Yeah she was so beautiful Like I wanted you And you treated me like nothing how could you Like I was nothing like how could you Look at me now I want you like do you There are some voices inside your head That they telling you something Yeah if you listen to them then you will get nothing You have to believe that you gotta let yourself go It's the doubts The voice of doubts Doesn't let yourself go out Doesn't let yourself go out It's The voice of fucking fucking doubts The voices of fucking doubt telling me that I am nothing Then again I will sing to my fans they telling me go somewhere Yeah I am telling you something Right now I know what you like I am not bad and people be Like They're listening to me like who I am Bro I am just done I blame myself That's why juice wrld did the same And Look who he is there there there He's with X rest in peace X I'll come and find you Don't worry about that And I will save you Like you saved me and I will save you juice and lil peep I won't brake you and I'll chase you And I rap on this microphone like what you do I don't know what I do I am on the flow like flute And I fuck all these bitches like I am on the news Yeah what the fuck is you saying Yeah just let myself go out there And you can build what the fuck I am down bad Yeah nobody believed in me like look at me now yeah