Momo, did you hear something?
Living by myself, paranoid as hell
Do, yesterday's tomorrow
Do, but somehow
Do, I'll keep on loving you
I care too much about what people think and I obsess
My mental health's a mess and my safe space, my bed
My mom knows when something ain't blessed, she always checks
I lay her out on the table like a debt
I could smoke ten zeds and my mind still wouldn't rest
Still think about my ex when I swear she ain't ever in my head
I don't wanna feel ungrateful cause I'm blessed
I need to turn my blessings into happiness
For appreciation I just struggle when my mind's f***ed
I gulp when I see a text
Care too much about sex can be a little intense
Sucker for an incense, sucker for a tight dress
Sucker for a big sesh, sucker for a big spend
Sucker for a new trend, sucker for starting something
I can't pretend I could ever ever end
Do, but somehow
I promise to do my best
Living by myself
Living by myself in my head
Paranoid as hell
I'm paranoid as hell
Do, yesterday's tomorrow
Do, but somehow
Do, I'll keep on loving you
Look, somehow I'll get there, not a place but a feeling
Feeling don't have a ceiling, a feeling don't have an ending like an evening
No anxiety when I wake up
No regretting things I say drunk
Trying to find the same buzz
I love a woman who's confident without makeup
Then I hide away and try and mask all of my flaws
Lock them in a top drawer and hope everyone's a dwarf
I guess I'm more stupid than you thought
I was just as damaged as I am important
These are just my thoughts in print
I wonder what an athlete thinks when they've done their last sprint
Or a baller when the game's up
Novelist when the page's done
Artist when it's taped up, a human when their day's up
Really I'm about as breakable as a paper cup
Same way that I'm good for the world
Living by myself in my head
I'm paranoid as hell
Do, yesterday's tomorrow
Do, but somehow
Do, I'll keep on loving you